One remembers just that feeling when one sais I meant what one said, although etc.. This feeling then stood out it is a question just whether one had it or not[,|.] And those circumstances which would could have contradicted this feeling don't come ˇhere at all into question.
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    I would perhaps ◇◇◇ be ready to say in this case that I meant by ‘I meant it’ I had this feeling.